Sunday, February 05, 2006

The Definition of Fear

I hate words. I hate them. They don't come anymore. Something's happening. I'm finding it incredibly hard to wrench thoughts from my head and fold them into a language. Superficially, I know what's in my head. And I don't want to go too deep inside. I can't write. I must go deep inside. That's where the words are. I need to save them.But I'm just too tired to dive down anymore. I'm just too tired. And uninspired. I can't write.

And that scares the hell out of me.

3 Comments:

Blogger Abbas Halai said...

the overwhelming of university kinda did that to me too. my solution...i dropped out.

9:14 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hmm...
even i'v gone thru this number of times...
don't write...just feel it & then there would be a moment you will feel like writing & i know its going to be fluent,intense & meaningful!
PS:i hope you wont mind my intrusion as i'v been reading your blog for quite a while but today i felt lyk commenting:)

8:09 AM  
Blogger zaza said...

noice post!
just droppin by-
thats the sort of thing id write. and dont go too deep inside your head - the thoughts will crush you and there is a high chance of getting lost.. :)

1:05 AM  

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